November 21, 2024
Life is such a.. fragile thing that can be remotely changed. It is strange how death can emote feelings and memories that were seemingly forgotten. I don’t want anything except to be left alone. I wish I could have a break from reality. If only that could be enough. I am not sure who I could talk to about this, which is why I’m writing in here. Nobody else would understand or care..
I know that we didn’t really have that good of an end, or a whole, even. There were so many things wrong with our relationship that I couldn’t even know where to start. But she is dead now and I guess that is the end of it. I never would have wished that on her.. in fact, it is almost like a part of my past is gone too. I can’t quite put a handle on it.. and I’m not sure how to handle it.
I just wish I could have talked to you before you went. So you didn’t think that I hated you when you died, Arcadia.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything..
|I Don't Wanna Die|
I’m an angel a demon, yeah I’m hell and I’m heaven
I’m everything you couldn’t be now you believe in the d e v i l
What would you do, if I told you I hate you?
We Are | Hollywood Undead
The Beach Boys - Wouldn’t It Be Nice
|Underneath It All|
No Doubt- Underneath It All
|Under The Milky Way|
Under The Milky Way - The Church
Halo - Depeche Mode
Bring your chains
Your lips of tragedy
And fall into my arms
Marilyn Manson - Slutgarden
I can’t believe you are for real, but I don’t care as long as you’re mine.