November 21, 2024

Life is such a.. fragile thing that can be remotely changed. It is strange how death can emote feelings and memories that were seemingly forgotten. I don’t want anything except to be left alone. I wish I could have a break from reality. If only that could be enough. I am not sure who I could talk to about this, which is why I’m writing in here. Nobody else would understand or care.. 

she’s gone. 

I know that we didn’t really have that good of an end, or a whole, even. There were so many things wrong with our relationship that I couldn’t even know where to start. But she is dead now and I guess that is the end of it. I never would have wished that on her.. in fact, it is almost like a part of my past is gone too. I can’t quite put a handle on it.. and I’m not sure how to handle it. 

I just wish I could have talked to you before you went. So you didn’t think that I hated you when you died, Arcadia. 

I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything..

I’m an angel a demon, yeah I’m hell and I’m heaven
I’m everything you couldn’t be now you believe in the d e v i l

What would you do, if I told you I hate you?

imcrossingover:

We Are | Hollywood Undead

midcenturymusic:

The Beach Boys - Wouldn’t It Be Nice

dahliamarie:

No Doubt- Underneath It All

crookedhill:

_{currently playing:}

Under The Milky Way - The Church 

rubberrings:

Halo - Depeche Mode

Bring your chains
Your lips of tragedy
And fall into my arms

fizzyl0gic:

Marilyn Manson - Slutgarden

I can’t believe you are for real, but I don’t care as long as you’re mine.

kaninchen-sovereign:

Edward Sharpe- Home